Just Getting Started

  The pain of being a teenager really sucks. I mean you have the whole puberty, the "who likes who", and the whole "Fitting in" thing. I mean really? Is it really worth going through the pain? I honestly don't know that answer myself. You have kids like me, who are not "bad" but aren't exactly "good" either. I am in treatment. But I'm still not bad. I'm a good person really. I have just made some bad mistakes over my short life time. Then you have the really good kids. The ones that don't get in trouble. What I really don't get is friendships. Friends are meaning full. They are really, but its not always a healthy thing. To me, almost EVERYTHING is like politics. If you think this is bad, then your wrong. I'm really just getting started.