I miss you

I thought our friendship was going really well, I guess I was wrong. Before she came, we we're happy. But now its like I've lost you. I've tried talking to you. I've tried talking to staff. You were such a great friend. I told you like everything. You've told me everything. I just don't understand you anymore. I don't know you feel about me anymore but I miss what we had. You made me happy and now, every time I see you I feel as if you hate me. If i did anything wrong I want to know. I miss how you would laugh at my really stupid jokes. I also miss you sitting next to me every night at dinner. We're roommates but you feel Galaxy's away from me. I see you and you seem so happy, do I look that happy? Don't get me wrong I have a lot of things to be happy about but its also killing me because we were so close. That's all I'm really going to say now. Just know, how much I miss you. and How much I love you. And seeing you sit there like I don't exists really hurts a spot i never felt before.