Classes. pt.2

Classes are great but the sucky thing is that when your ONE teacher wants to do something you don't, you're still required to go. Like tomorrow, we have a meeting we have to go to that involves the Natives here in Sitka, and I really don't want to go but I have to because its a grade. But I love school, yes I'm a drop out but I do love school. My favorite teacher is the one making us go so I hope she does make it fun.
What class means at PHS!-
Clowning around
Loving everybody
Active and Educational
Successful
Satisfying in so many odd ways.
I love my school, and everybody in it. The Classes are so worth the boring meetings.

Classes.

Sitting in class with my best friend learning to program for the first time. Any of you ever heard of Linex? I haven't either. I Know about it now. It's really cool to program on. I've never done programming before either. I hope its easy to use. One of the best thigns about my school is that we only have 2 classes a session. Awesome, I know. I wanna know about some of the classes y'all are in. :)

Applying

Applying to a job in Sitka Alaska is hard for a new job member lol....

I miss you

I thought our friendship was going really well, I guess I was wrong. Before she came, we we're happy. But now its like I've lost you. I've tried talking to you. I've tried talking to staff. You were such a great friend. I told you like everything. You've told me everything. I just don't understand you anymore. I don't know you feel about me anymore but I miss what we had. You made me happy and now, every time I see you I feel as if you hate me. If i did anything wrong I want to know. I miss how you would laugh at my really stupid jokes. I also miss you sitting next to me every night at dinner. We're roommates but you feel Galaxy's away from me. I see you and you seem so happy, do I look that happy? Don't get me wrong I have a lot of things to be happy about but its also killing me because we were so close. That's all I'm really going to say now. Just know, how much I miss you. and How much I love you. And seeing you sit there like I don't exists really hurts a spot i never felt before.

Just Getting Started

  The pain of being a teenager really sucks. I mean you have the whole puberty, the "who likes who", and the whole "Fitting in" thing. I mean really? Is it really worth going through the pain? I honestly don't know that answer myself. You have kids like me, who are not "bad" but aren't exactly "good" either. I am in treatment. But I'm still not bad. I'm a good person really. I have just made some bad mistakes over my short life time. Then you have the really good kids. The ones that don't get in trouble. What I really don't get is friendships. Friends are meaning full. They are really, but its not always a healthy thing. To me, almost EVERYTHING is like politics. If you think this is bad, then your wrong. I'm really just getting started.