Josie!

Josie is one of my best friends! I don't know how I could survive treatment without her!! She's amazing. She's such a dork too! Like today, we were driving and she had her window rolled down and this boy that was walking on the sidewalk made this really freaking funny face and it made me laugh my butt off! I don't think she even realized she was making a face! Haha that's what makes it funnier. I missed her though. We just got out of a BIG fight and I don't think we'll ever be the same. I want us to though. It's just hard to know what other people really want you know? But I also know that we're trying. I can sometimes since that she misses it too.  I hope that life for me and her go really well you know? She deserves it just as much as me and more than most people. I hope she knows what a great friend she it to me. Sometimes when I see her sad, I wanna cry for her. Like take her pain away because I know she doesn't deserve to feel it you know? I really wish she did. When she's sad, she just sits there and doesn't talk... I wanna tell her everything will be okay. When she cry's, I wanna wipe her tears away. When she's mad I wanna hold her hand and rub her back and tell her again that I'm here and everything's going to be okay.Josie is BEAUTIFUL! I want her to know that. I also want her to know that I really want that carbonated Dr. Pepper! I want her to know I really want us to go back to the way we were before all of that stupid crap that went down. I want her to know how amazing we were and how amazing we can be. Josie I love you! Love me, Luarissa. <3

Rissa & Monkey forever!